Saturday, October 13, 2007
Friday, October 12, 2007
Rain
Even though it is a fantasy, I think I'll save it for a place like Taiwan where the rain is warm. It freakin sucks being soaked by the rain in Berkeley. -_-.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
HOLY SHIZMOS!
I found this on some dude's blog while looking at wedding cakes because I have an obsession with cakes in general and wedding cakes are absolutely gorgeous. But MY GOD LOOK AT THIS CAKE. HUBBA HUBBA! With or without the wedding one day I want to acquire a cake that is this amazing, it would be the ultimate piece of my cake buying obsession. Dear god, I want it!
Kiss in the Rain
It's raining outside, and long time fantasy of mine is to basically be kissed in the rain.
I suppose it wouldn't hurt to describe it. More procrastination time.
It's not really elaborate. It's nothing special it'd just be nice and somewhat romantic.
It starts off with drenching rain, the kind that Taiwan has in the summer, or Berkeley has during the winter, heavy rain that can drench you from head to toe in about 30 seconds. The streets are empty and as you walk through you can feel the rain making your clothes heavier and heavier with each step in the freezing cold rain.
Somehow as you hurry your way to where ever you are going to you encounter someone coming your way, as they approach closer you realize exactly who it is. You continue to approach this person until you can feel their also rain drenched clothes. Then you lock eyes, and embrace in a nice numbing kiss.
Hoo hoo, even though realistically you're going to get pneumonia and are actually running home to change and take a nice hot shower, I've watched too many movies and dramas.
The writing could be better but I'm rusty, it's been a while bite me. I enjoy my romantic little fantasies.
I suppose it wouldn't hurt to describe it. More procrastination time.
It's not really elaborate. It's nothing special it'd just be nice and somewhat romantic.
It starts off with drenching rain, the kind that Taiwan has in the summer, or Berkeley has during the winter, heavy rain that can drench you from head to toe in about 30 seconds. The streets are empty and as you walk through you can feel the rain making your clothes heavier and heavier with each step in the freezing cold rain.
Somehow as you hurry your way to where ever you are going to you encounter someone coming your way, as they approach closer you realize exactly who it is. You continue to approach this person until you can feel their also rain drenched clothes. Then you lock eyes, and embrace in a nice numbing kiss.
Hoo hoo, even though realistically you're going to get pneumonia and are actually running home to change and take a nice hot shower, I've watched too many movies and dramas.
The writing could be better but I'm rusty, it's been a while bite me. I enjoy my romantic little fantasies.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Hi @ 3:30 am
I just would like to say that despite being crap tired, and not wanting to do stats that
as much as I'm sure everyone thinks I've been acting strange, I've been fine. Minus my special monthly friend visiting :).
I <3 u all!
I don't know why I just feel that life is beautiful and have been for the past few days.
Maybe that will change, but no one ever questions why they're happy, they just enjoy it :).
as much as I'm sure everyone thinks I've been acting strange, I've been fine. Minus my special monthly friend visiting :).
I <3 u all!
I don't know why I just feel that life is beautiful and have been for the past few days.
Maybe that will change, but no one ever questions why they're happy, they just enjoy it :).
Monday, October 8, 2007
Mobile
After being bed ridden for a day and being unable to move out of it without feeling dizzy, I am back to being somewhat mobile again!
Yes!
<3
That is all.
Yes!
<3
That is all.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Procrastination FTL
In the midst of procrastinating for a 2pm midterm that I am only partially prepared for, I would like to continue my procrastination by blogging.
Yes, friends blogging. I don't know who reads this and who even cares to read the things I write. But for YOU yes, YOU my lovely reader. Perhaps the only reader, whoever you are, I am writing.
Lately, in the midst of my inability to go to the gym contributing to my ever growing lazy-couch-potato-ness. I decided to go to the gym. Man those endorphins! The things they do for ya! AMAZING! Despite having my ipod fail on me for 30 minute and the ability to go once every 3 days, along with missing kendo practices on Tuesdays for the past couple of weeks, I gotta say endorphins do things for you that you forget they do when you stop being uber consistent.
So I believe that I have become addicted to that wonderfully amazing thing that keeps me sometimes active called the gym. Or maybe I just enjoy endorphins too much. Who knows?
After two weeks of also being couped up in the apartment, I've been itching to go out. To go shopping, to go grocery shopping, to just go out and play in general. It's driving me insane that the only thing I've been able to do for a while is study, and my god is it painful. PLAYPLAYPLAYPPLAYPLAYPLAYPLAYPLAY!
Lastly, I suppose I'll change the tone a bit.
Also in the midst of everything around I suppose I have forgotten the philosphy that I fight in kendo with. It's one that I think is very true in life in general.
Generally when people start to fight matches, tournament matches especially they get a lot of performance anxiety. Because they've never experienced it, they're unsure and afraid of how they'll do. Instead of going for it, they hesitate a little before they do it, they hold back instead of going with instinct or hell, just going for it. But that's not how kendo is done, it's not something done passively. You've always just got to go for it because that chance may be the only chance you've got. You really just have to do things in THAT moment, and most of the time you're going to lose. But that's not what's important, because you get over it, there's always another chance. But sometimes, just sometimes you win. Maybe it was just your day, maybe your skills were better than everyone else's that day, maybe you just had the right instincts, whatever it was, that match was yours.
I feel like for the past couple of months I've been living life like that kenshi with performance anxiety, someone who's unsure and is completely afraid of that person she's gonna fight. That is not me. I know who I am, I know how I am. I've never been afraid of losing, because I know that if you never lose you can never win. You can never become better, stronger, and more determined if you never lose.
It's about time I stepped back into my own shoes.
Yes, friends blogging. I don't know who reads this and who even cares to read the things I write. But for YOU yes, YOU my lovely reader. Perhaps the only reader, whoever you are, I am writing.
Lately, in the midst of my inability to go to the gym contributing to my ever growing lazy-couch-potato-ness. I decided to go to the gym. Man those endorphins! The things they do for ya! AMAZING! Despite having my ipod fail on me for 30 minute and the ability to go once every 3 days, along with missing kendo practices on Tuesdays for the past couple of weeks, I gotta say endorphins do things for you that you forget they do when you stop being uber consistent.
So I believe that I have become addicted to that wonderfully amazing thing that keeps me sometimes active called the gym. Or maybe I just enjoy endorphins too much. Who knows?
After two weeks of also being couped up in the apartment, I've been itching to go out. To go shopping, to go grocery shopping, to just go out and play in general. It's driving me insane that the only thing I've been able to do for a while is study, and my god is it painful. PLAYPLAYPLAYPPLAYPLAYPLAYPLAYPLAY!
Lastly, I suppose I'll change the tone a bit.
Also in the midst of everything around I suppose I have forgotten the philosphy that I fight in kendo with. It's one that I think is very true in life in general.
Generally when people start to fight matches, tournament matches especially they get a lot of performance anxiety. Because they've never experienced it, they're unsure and afraid of how they'll do. Instead of going for it, they hesitate a little before they do it, they hold back instead of going with instinct or hell, just going for it. But that's not how kendo is done, it's not something done passively. You've always just got to go for it because that chance may be the only chance you've got. You really just have to do things in THAT moment, and most of the time you're going to lose. But that's not what's important, because you get over it, there's always another chance. But sometimes, just sometimes you win. Maybe it was just your day, maybe your skills were better than everyone else's that day, maybe you just had the right instincts, whatever it was, that match was yours.
I feel like for the past couple of months I've been living life like that kenshi with performance anxiety, someone who's unsure and is completely afraid of that person she's gonna fight. That is not me. I know who I am, I know how I am. I've never been afraid of losing, because I know that if you never lose you can never win. You can never become better, stronger, and more determined if you never lose.
It's about time I stepped back into my own shoes.
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