Optimistic?

I think kenshi are the most optimistic people ever o.o.

My ankle is finally not swollen!

Yey! That means I can go to kendo tomorrow.

很有意思

我要笑。

是真的嗎？

大概不行。

我就看一看。

Style

If you're the aggressor in a fight, it's not all about your style.
It's about understanding your own, understanding your opponent's
and then knowing how to use your style against your opponents.

If you can never see beyond yourself, and are never able to connect yourself to your opponent, you will never get past the first match.

The best fighters are those that can truly understand others.

Wha?

So as everyone who was at practice today knows, or at least saw.

I cannot walk, yes I cannot walk. At least not like a normal person.

So today I was on my way to the BART to get to work which means go down the bart stairs in Berkeley. That was possibly one of the most PAINFUL experiences I have ever gone through. Every step felt like my legs were gonna die. Not as bad as sonkyo ugh or seiza but still pretty bad. So I hear them say Fremont train approaching, yeah you bet I was rushing my ass down the stairs, and then this retarded person and I meant that literally cheers me on for getting down the stairs.

Um.....I don't know how to react to that. But I think that you now understand how dumb I look when I walk down stairs. But at least I can kind of bend my legs, I can walk more than I did yesterday at least, that's great because tomorrow I have to go to Evans and go down those demonic stairs oh god. I hope my legs aren't that bad tomorrow.

Kendo was also possibly the most painful thing I ever experienced. My god! Do you know how much it sucks to have to do kendo when you can't zanshin properly? Ugh I felt like 500lb man trying to zanshin and hell a 500lb man can probably zanshin faster than me!

Sad :(.

I can't wait to walk like a normal person!

Anyway, free time is not gonna exist for me! Yey! Between work, classes and training my ASS off, I might have just enough to hang out with my dearly beloved friends.

God, do I EVER have time to see my friends?
Dammit!

Enough

I can never be PASSIONATE enough.

I can never be DETERMINED enough.

I can never be PUSHED hard enough.

I can never be DETERMINED enough.

I can never be INTENSE enough.

Unless it's breaks my body, mind and soul,

it will never BE enough.

I don't play to never be GOOD enough.

I don't walk into it not willing to GIVE enough.

It's time to prove I AM enough.

Let's kick it up a notch.

Full speed ahead, no excuses.

Blessings in Disguise

Sometimes the worse possible thing that you thing can happen to you, happens.
You think that it's going to break you apart and rip you into shreds.
When one of the windows of your cosy house gets shattered,
you wonder what it is that the world has come to and why?
But sometimes just sometimes it's these things that seem like the worse
omens that will temper your spirit and your mind to become strong.
The strength and will that you need to give you confidence,
confidence to bring it to another level, to bring it higher.
Because if you can deal with the omen, it will help you deal
with the blessings that come to you later on, and make you realize
that there is nothing that you cannot conquer.
The impossible is possible.
No dream cannot be realized.
Not for me.

There are no broken dreams in my life.
Because I make sure that I realize them.

The ability to always push forward, and to be fierce, comes from the ability to never look back.

Gratitude

It's in your greatest time of need,
that you realize what you have,
and who's there for you.

To those of you that are there for me,
and find it in yourselves to be willing to
do so much for me,

Thank you.

I have always and will always appreciate it.