Spring Break

Look! It's my future puppy! A corgi! I'm going to get me one of these when I get an apartment and some time to raise one, and it's going to LOVE ME. Ahhhh!!!! So cute! >.< hehehehe

Anyway...

I've decided to put this back off. Yey! That means I'm letting random visitors back into my life again!

I haven't written an actual entry in this thing for a while or maybe I have I don't remember. Anyway, Spring Break is almost over :(. I've done basically NOTHING, in terms of school work, ugh this weekend is going to HURT.

Anyway, I did get some practices down here in SoCal in and I feel that I learned a lot from them. It's just a shame I you know... LEFT MY CONTACTS BACK IN BERKELEY. So I while practicing kendo in my men I was as blind as a friggen bat. Not only that but they were doing some shiai geiko at Norwalk, and I had to fight bat blind style :(. It's okay I know that if I had contacts I would have done much much better. I also made some friends, at least I hope they'll remember when they see me again :).

I <3 making new friends! More people to play with! yey! This is also probably why I took candy from strangers as a child...

I'm happy :) with all the kendo things I've learned this week, the biggest one being fumikomi! I literally spent an hour with a sensei learning how to hit insync, I'm honestly very thankful for that, because I've been having that problem for the LONGEST time.

Anyway, I'm sorry for this uber boring entry. I know I normally write things that are more entertaining. Hum.....nothing interesting has happened though :(.

After this weekend, I'm basically am going to be doing kendo stuff every weekend until school gets out though. Good bye life!!! I love you all but you're never going to see me :P. That's probably kind of a lie. I will probably just stop sleeping.

To all my kendo teammates, team bonding yey!!! I want to play with you guys more :). If only I had a carrrrrr, it's okay, I don't have the time to use one anyway.

Even though I'm dedicating all my time to kendo, as it gets closer to nationals I'm getting more excited! Also feeling that there's no end to the things I need to work on...



Man I talk about kendo a lot...

Kendooo hehehehee :)

Feel it.

When I've got it,
When I'm giving it,
When it's good.

I can feel it.

I'm going to strive for that feeling.

Me

When you finally learn to live for yourself,
you find that life is much more beautiful than it ever used to be.

You also find that you are much more beautiful than you ever believed yourself to be.

There's nothing you can't do anymore, and happiness becomes something that comes from within.

I'm good enough.

And it feels amazing.

Moonlight

As I sit here, the salty wind brushes my cheeks
My feet sinking into the cold unforgiving sand
The soft crushing of the ocean waves comforts me
I look up to see the burning fire in the endless sky
I watch as the light fades into a dim glow
The sun says goodbye to a moon that it will never see
I see that the moon shines in the sky, so lonely
Waiting patiently for the sun, comforted by the stars
But the sun will never come for the moon
Always just a second too late, always as the moon disappears
A sun that can only see the beauty of day,
The laughter of children, the happiness of the life that abounds,
Never the quiet melancholy sadness of the night
When all of the world has gone to sleep
When the dreams are the only life that abounds
The sun will never see how the moon waits,
So lonely, only comforted by the stars.

i'm skeptical, prove it to me.