Warm and fuzzy :).

Maybe :P

We'll see.

Can't do this to myself anymore, I HAVE to do something.

Shit.

Whatever it takes, gotta do it.

I will get where I want to be.

You make me so mad sometimes. I ask myself, was it so difficult?

But after a lot of ranting, I think I'm okay.

Everyone makes mistakes, and you're NO exception.

I think it makes me mad knowing that despite being angry and annoyed that I still care.

And that I wouldn't be mad if I didn't.

It makes me happy to know that you're comfortable :).

It makes me happy to know that you want to know.

I won't think too hard and I'll just enjoy it.

I'm jumping in fear no fear whatever it will be.


For once I feel like it's worthwhile.

Dicks! None of you want to stay my friends! I fricken went out of my way to try to keep in contact and stay friends with you guys and you just leave it like that. Is it so much to be civil? I guess it is too much to ask. Some people really can't just try to be friends. Ugh.

I am annoyed.

suck my dick assholes.

But I guess that's the way it is.

James McAvoy = HOTT

Finally, three and a half years later I did it. Three and a half years later it happened. I've been wanting this for so long.

And it happened...by accident. I didn't mean to get angry, I didn't mean to lose it like that. But all of the raw emotion I put into it, that was all me, that was me giving it what I had. That was me letting myself take over, without fear of losing, without fear of anything, just pure raw emotion and the desire to let it all go.

I had a terrible day, a terrible week. I've been angry all week, but I've found something I've been looking for, for a long time and it sparked something in me. That slump I've been in, it's now gone.

It's a thrill to let yourself go like that. Suddenly, NOTHING matters, nothing but you and the other person and you want them to feel you. All of it, the intensity, the anger, the desire. All of it.

It was amazing. I want to keep experiencing that intensity, I will keep on trying, pushing, learning, until I can perfect it.

Until they know.

I've finally learned how to put all of me out there, and it's amazing.

I had to learn to accept my emotions as they were first. It will only get better from here.

You will feel it. All of this that is me.

I'm getting there.