I'm torn, really. Whether this is me being affected by pms or not I'm not completely sure.

On one hand, things are going well. I have no expectations and am walking in not thinking about much more than what is. I think I'm doing pretty well with that. It's a weird feeling being in that kind of frame of mind, but perhaps it's better in the long run.

On the other hand, I'm somewhat angry. The feeling of being used easily makes a person angry. But it happens and I'm over it. It is what it is and the past can't be changed. You live, you learn.