Most Amazing Feeling Ever

I get completely raped.
There was no doubt about it.
I was pushed, probably because I was part of the minority.
It doesn't matter.
It felt AMAZING.
Because I know that I was pushed,
and that because of it,
it's made me stronger.
It's made me just that much better,
It's made me see that much more.

To me this just isn't anything.
It's become more than that.
Sometimes it is what gives me the strength
to wake up in the morning and keep on moving.
When the only thing I want to do is not.
It reminds me that I am human.
It reminds me that because I am human,
it is okay to do things wrong sometimes,
because it's not over, things can always change
as long as I have the will power to change it.

And one bad moment, is not every bad moment.
There is always hope.

To me it is one of the most amazing and beautiful things in life.