I want to gym, I feel disgusting.
My life has been so hectic as of late, I can't wait til it gets to be in a more regular schedule.

I now have a place to live, and my second job is starting to taper off and I will be done with it soon. So, things are getting settled. Soon I won't have too much to worry about and can go kendo regularly as well as go work out, I'm excited about that.

For now I'll suffer through the disgusting fat feeling I have.